A summary up until now

Let me catch you up to speed. When I met this guy named Sham I got excited about my health again. I had been trying to find the right environment for me for sometime but I hadnt found any one that understood me. Sham seemed to understand exactly what my goals were and he helped me have a reality check about how important it was for me to take action now to change my life. Another thing I liked about him was that this was a hige part of his life and he strives to be as knowledgable as possible ( I mean...this is what he went to college for).
I have been working with him for almost two weeks now and he really motivates me when we are together. I am a man of my word and when I set my mind to something then I dont stop until it is done. Which is why I was very confused. It seemed that something wasnt giving me the fuel that I needed. On the 27th of January I was reflecting a lot about this situation and a few things my Girlfriend had said to me when all of a sudden I got this burst of energy in me and it felt as if the pieces had fallen into place. I dont know what exactly happened but things are finally making sence in my head and I think that I will finally be able to make some real progress.